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15:41. Even in the depths of the forest, it's getting hot, so I'll go home. I have long had my eye on the lonely Jacuzzi that is looking forward to my return. But I'll save the Spa treatments for the evening, because I want to go to the city to buy food for a themed dinner.

19:26. I met Rowley! I was surprised when I was addressed by name by a tanned, strong-built girl with short hair and a baby in her arms. But, after a moment of stupor, a whole wave of positive emotions followed.

We bumped into each other in the store, and then Rowley invited me over. On the way, we discussed our last conversation and concluded that both of us had succumbed to emotions and did not want to listen and understand each other.

It turned out that after graduating from high school, Rowley became pregnant (the system approved her and Emet as parents), and they moved to this city, since there was a UPC in Emet's specialty.

After Emelie was born, the system enrolled Rowley in a remote training program as a journalist. And now she works on regional news feed. So I told her the whole story about Becky, and Rowley was so interested in it that she promised to interview Mary and tell the world about the real hero. Then I told her about my life over the past 5 years.

Rowley wanted to contact me after graduation, but when she saw that I had blocked her access to my blog and phone number, she decided to forget about me. But it's a small world, and I'm glad we can sit together again at the same table, drinking lemonade on a hot evening, and laughing at our old mistakes. We're older now, but she's still the Jolly, chatty, energetic Rowley. My Rowley. We agreed to meet tomorrow and take a walk around the city.

By the way, I want to tell you a little about Emelie, although this name completely characterizes her. It seems as if she has absorbed all the qualities of her parents. Modest and silent, like Emet, but stubborn and selfish, like Rowley. This is a wonderful child, but with a complex character.

I'll give her a remote control car tomorrow. If she really were Emet's daughter, she would appreciate it. After our long dialogue, I returned home. No longer possible to postpone the thought of the surgery, Catsu and my future.

19:34. If I agree to delete my memories, can I truly love Catsu? Give me hope for this, and I will give up the past for it.

19:52. It was as if I had found God in His face, and I was being forced to become an atheist. Because of this, I start to distance myself from people who don't understand my faith. Who is He? What's so special about It? Norma, I don't understand what you need.

20:34. It hurts, those feelings again. I miss Him, I want to see Him. Back to me. I beg. You're all I need to be happy.

21:02. Why these pills don't help. I don't want to see Him. Why is He looking at me? I'm scared, I'm scared. Why was I alone with Him again?

I need to hide in a secret room behind a wardrobe, so that He will never find me, otherwise he will kill me, stab me with a knife, or push me off the balcony, or drown me in a spring. I don't want to die.

Day 33.

Hello, Diary.

Today is July 20, 2073, Thursday.

On the street +24, cloudy.

10:41. I woke up in the hospital and my shoulder was very sore. Apparently, I lost consciousness, and the life support system received a signal from my stationary beacon. The strange thing is that I don't remember last night at all, so I'm going to reread my diary to find out what happened.

11:12. Apparently, yesterday I had hallucinations due to the side effect of new antidepressants, in which my dreams and reality combined in His image. We need to talk about this with the doctor during the examination.

11:38. The doctor said that such a reaction is possible only from exceeding the prescribed dose. Perhaps because of my headache, I took more than one pill yesterday. My condition has stabilized after the IVs, but I still shouldn't be alone. Maybe I'll ask a friend to sleep with me.

11:52. We agreed to meet at 16: 00, before that time I need to put the house in order.

13:06. I reached out as I tried to move the rack.

20:43. This time I was wrong. Emelie didn't appreciate my gift, but Emet was overjoyed and played with it all the time. Now there is no trace of his modesty, I think it was because of his profession as a programmer, because he has to communicate with many customers. We left Emily with a friend and went to the movie theater. This time the movie was in the genre of fiction. Now I want to tell its story:

The film began with a violent scene of a child being beaten by his father, who is under the influence of drugs.

Later, as a teenager, this child gave interviews, and we learned that his father sold him for experiments.

After that, we were shown this boy in a camp where there were 30 children. And they explained the essence of the first part of the military experience, the purpose of which is to artificially create ideal soldiers who do not feel pain and do not feel the fear of death, using vaccines that suppress the production of adrenaline and the sensitivity of nerve receptors. In addition to these medical procedures, serious training sessions were also held in the camp.

Most of all, I remember the relentless tournament between children at the end of each year.

After dividing all participants into pairs, the first stage of the