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It's strange that Sammy didn't come with them; the people said that he was taking a test at driving school, and I was lying here. I would like to return to normal life as soon as possible.

14:21. My parents, sister, and Mary will be here by 19: 00. And their parents already took Lava and Lily.

I'll play Shogi with Catsu for a while; he recently explained the rules to me.

16:32. He's gloomier than usual today, but he says he just didn't get enough sleep. Why won't he tell me?

Sammy interrupted our long game, but I didn't want to leave Catsu alone, so I suggested that He spend time with us.

18: 23. Sammy asked forgiveness for the inconvenience caused by gossip and speculation about our relationship; he just worries about me as a good friend and classmate. He treats me like his little sister, who lives far away from our city. After apologizing, Sammy said that he passed the test and can now go to practice.

21:47. Mary entered the second stage in the class of natural image of signs! How quickly time passes when you don't watch it.

Nora brought me homemade cookies, which I haven't eaten since John died. My sister used to cook them for family holidays – a tradition she decided to forget, just like her ex-husband. But if she did make them, it means she's resigned to losing him, and that makes me happy.

I need to save some for Lava and Lily, and I need to buy some cookies for Catsu. Now he needs to eat well.

23:41. It's unusual to fall asleep in an empty room.

Do Lavender and Lilia often get bouquets of lavender and Lilia? You should definitely ask them.

Has anyone visited Catsu today? I don't remember anyone coming to see him. I feel more and sorrier for Catsu every day, and I want to hug and comfort Him and tell him that everything is going to get better. By the way, he liked Nora's cookies, and I'll bring him some more for breakfast.

Dino likes oatmeal cookies with chocolate chips and cherry marmalade.

02:36. He couldn't forget me! Dino will come back to me! We will be together!

03: 12. The Moon is beautiful, and the nurse went for a sedative, but why do I need it? I don't feel any pain; I don't feel anything at all now except emptiness.

Day 52.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 29, 2069, Sunday.

On the street -7, cloudy.

14:31. I was with Catsu after breakfast. It looks much better today than it did yesterday. This pleases.

15:54. Lava and Lily arrived, and I shared cookies with them.

17:12. My parents came and brought everything I asked for. Now you need to draw a portrait and give it to Catsu. I hope he likes it.

19:41. Yuna came and spent most of her time with Lily and Lava. Sammy came with her. He gave me a trial version of the test so that I could prepare and, after discharge, start driving practice. It's good that he supports me.

21:03. I finally finished the portrait of the Cats.

22:33. He was very surprised by my gift and thanked me for a long time. He has a beautiful smile.

* Diary, it's time for you to get to know Catsu Kunala better. *

His height is 172 cm, weight 43 kg.

He lost weight during the depression because he didn't eat anything. His mental health has almost stabilized, and he is only in the hospital for weight gain.

It is interesting to play Board games with him, where logical thinking is required, not luck. Watching Catsu, I realized that it had long turned away from him. I want him to always smile.

Catsu is kind and always ready to help if asked, but because of his modesty and taciturnity, he is considered strange even in the psychiatric ward.

Catsu doesn't tell you much about himself, and it's hard for him to trust people. I think it has to do with his parents.

* End of Dating. *

23: 23. It’s time to sleep. I don't want to look out the window; I don't want to see Him now.

Bye, Diary.

Day 53.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 31, 2069, Tuesday.

On the street -6, snow.

12:42. Today we went to the gym and had a little volleyball tournament. It's been a long time since I went into the game with my head, it's sad when our group lost, but I tried very hard. After the game, the Catsu praised me.

14:04. Today we made our own salad, just mixed sliced vegetables and dressing, but it was much more interesting than ready-made meals. Why don't other departments do this?

16: 33. I finished reading the book Sammy gave me. He keeps coming to me every day. This pleases.

Yuna talks to Lily more often now than to me, but it doesn't bother me at all. Now Lavender and I have become more connected, and I learn something new every day.

18:19. The doctor asked me to delete his portraits so that I would think less about Him. But they are too dear to me, if I do not follow the doctor's recommendations, I can stay in this hospital for another month.

23:01. My graphics tablet was taken from me, again. Why do they do this?

23: 22. Dino stopped visiting me, and I started to miss him even more. Why doesn't He come back? Did the drugs start working? But I want to see Him!

01: 44. Time for bed.

Bye, Diary.

Day 54.

Hello, Diary.

Today is February 2, 2069, Thursday.

On the street -6, snow.

14:43. Catsu was discharged, and he didn't even say goodbye to me. Was I just a distraction all this time? Why do these thoughts hurt me?